7th
Fact: bears eat beets.
My last entry was major depresso, so I thought I’d change it up with a fairly optimistic entry. I get to see my girlfriend today! Also, I’m getting my living situation for school worked out, hopefully living in a house with 5 of my best friends which would be killer. Also, it’s sunny. Also, I’m an only child for 10 days as my brother just left for UVic again, and my sister just headed out to Lloydminster, Alberta yesterday afternoon. Booya. I got a whole lot of sweet new books for my birthday. I got an Allan Ginsberg collection which is mega cool,as well as some hxc philosophy books like Beyond Good and Evil and Madness and Civilization. I am on a quest to return my brain to as functional a state as it was before entering university. I read Notes from Underground yesterday and I loved it. The bro in it is the sort of despicable character you aren’t supposed to relate to, but I found I did an awful lot. I loved it, he was so honest and wholeheartedly spiteful at the world. Crime and Punishment was just as pimp, although kinda drawn out and overly verbose. Also, I have decided that in the future I would like to either devote myself wholeheartedly to writing, regardless of my recent inability to write anything worthwhile, to travel the world in a sailboat… maybe, or be a farmer… or I would also like to own a grocery store. This may be solely because I was a manager in a grocery store I loved where I hated the owners. In conclusion: I have decided nothing about my future but to be happy.
